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[Tuesday
December 23rd, 2008 at 11:28pm] |
Wowee! I saw Cara and Chantal today for the first time in what seemed like forever. I met Chantal's boyfriend Shane too, really nice guy. We decided to all go see "Yes Man," and he ended up paying for all of us. o_o I felt like paying him back but only had my debit card on me. >.o The movie was so good, I really liked it a lot :D I wasn't sure if I should see it because I heard it wasn't standard crazy Jim Carrey, but it turned out being a lot better than I expected. Had me wondering afterwards about all the times I've ever made excuses and avoided people. I should embrace opportunity more often than I do, and try new things for a change.
Chantal got a migraine after the movie and ended up getting sick from it; I hope she's feeling better, poor girl. She stayed behind while Cara and I took a drive to the truck stop to get her some medicine. Cara doesn't seem to have changed at all, which I'm happy for; we were talking and joking around just like old times. :)
I had a great evening with some great friends of mine..just thought I'd post it in case I happen to forget about tonight.
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[Friday
December 12th, 2008 at 6:25pm] |
trait snapshot:
does not make friends easily, secretive, introverted, reclusive, observer, dislikes leadership, somewhat socially awkward, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, values solitude, solitary, avoidant, ambivalent about fitting in, not dominant, unassertive, suspicious, prudent, unadventurous, worrying, weird, intellectual, frequently second guesses self
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[Thursday
September 25th, 2008 at 9:56pm] |
I haven't updated my journal in 8 weeks. UNTIL NOW. Part of me just wants to see how long I can keep forgetting about this thing, XD. Like Ping and his MySpace. And like Tasha and her LJ. BOOOOO. XD. At least Rob's been updating his again. (Sorry for not commenting, Rob >.<)
Tomorrow's my birthday, and tonight is my last night as a teen. Yeah, I'm turning 20. It doesn't really faze me, though. Not that turning another year older is life-altering or anything, but..just the fact that my birthday's soon doesn't really excite me like it used to. I think it has something to do with all the stress I've been under lately. When I left my job at the end of July, I was under the impression that I'd be moved out in August; now I'm not sure how long it'll be before Ping finds a place (not that I'm upset at him, of course; he always has a lot on his plate).
I've been under a lot of pressure to find a job lately, and I feel like some people think I'm dodging responsibility, even though I'm not trying to. I'm always happy to help where I'm needed around here, but part of me is hesitant to get a new job right now because I still feel like I'm caught in the middle of everything. I felt like, by leaving my job, I would be closing a chapter of my "book" here in Waterbury and beginning a new one in Jersey, free of my parents' influence and free to make more of my own choices. So, still being here has started wearing on me, I guess you could say. Things like my parents' arguing, my mom always telling me what I should do, and other little things that would usually roll off my shoulders, have been piling up and causing me to feel more depressed in general. It bothers me that I'm made to feel like I'm a freeloader for not contributing any income right now, not to mention all the crafts I've been making for MangaNEXT's Artist Alley in October..they're all just clutter to everybody else.
I can't really remember where I was going with all this. >_o I guess what I'm trying to say is..I don't know if I'm ready for a new job right now. Maybe I'm a little afraid of getting settled in at this awkward in-between time. But do I really have a choice? Is it selfish for me to say? If I don't know when I'll be moved out, I might as well get a job, right? I just don't want to be pushed. I don't want people to put my name in with potential employers or get applications for me without asking me for my input first. I know that with the job market as it is today, it's not smart to be picky about where you work, but I still feel powerless when other people do things for me, you know?
I suppose that, as long as I'm still here, I may as well be productive somehow, whether or not it involves getting a paid job. It's the waiting game that makes things so awkward for me sometimes. Finding a place to live can't be rushed, of course. I just wish I knew what was going on for a change, what I should and shouldn't do.
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8 weeks... I didn't talk about Connecticon, did I? It was a great success; I sold so many things in Artist Colony, and built up enough confidence from that experience to convince myself I want to make and sell more things for MangaNEXT in New Jersey (Oct. 31-Nov. 2). I hope Tasha and Justin can go to this convention; it looks like there's going to be a lot of great programming, even a burlesque show ^.^ I absolutely can't wait for the swap meet--hooray for swapping tons of my unused stuff ^.^ With help from Ping, I submitted some manga pages to the program director, who'll be publishing the pages (along with my picture, website, and bio) in the program guide. I hope it looks nice :D
Ping and I celebrated our 10-month anniversary on the 11th. Only a few more months and we'll have been together for a whole year! :D Things are going really well for us, and I'm happier than ever to have him in my life. This past weekend, we went to a corn maze at Lyman Orchards and navigated something like 4 acres of cornstalks from start to finish. It was really fun ^^ I learned something about our video game personalities as a result: he investigates every corner and passage for clues (there were brain teasers hidden in the maze), while I pretty much bypass most of the bonus items as I head for the end of the game. XD. Together, though, we pretty much explored every nook and cranny of the maze, except..well..I sorta wandered off without him in the beginning >>;; (Sorry! I forgot you didn't have a map D:)
Hmm..I can't really think of anything else to write ,_, Sorry for the emo-ness; stuff's just been building up and I guess I just haven't been writing it down. I'm gonna try to make tomorrow a great birthday, regardless of what's been happening; I'm sure in due time, I'll figure everything out. I just have to do something to make me feel less powerless. If I can do that, and keep my goals within sight, I think everything will eventually be alright, ne? :)
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Hey guys. (Anyone?) I suppose an update is due, ne? It's only the end of July... 9_9
Well, as of July 25th (yesterday), I am unemployed. I put three weeks notice in, the reason being my preparation for the "big move" and several other things--although I don't know where I'll be moving quite yet. I'll be moving in with Ping, of course, but I just don't know when or where; it seems he's considering Piscataway. We're looking to be out and rooming together sometime in August; he checked out some condos the other day that he seemed to really like. I hope things go well for him, in the meantime..
Me, well..I'm super-excited because next Friday is the day I'll be traveling to ConnectiCon for my very first Artist Alley table! :D (Well, half a table. I didn't want to pay full price, not knowing how much I'll be making back and not wanting to go overboard..) It takes place from August 1-August 3; all three days will be spent selling what I've been making for a full year. I've been tiptoeing all over a checklist for the past week or two, hoping I have everything I need (though I will have to remember to get change for my cash box). I'd very much like to post photos after the convention, if anyone cares. :D
Today, I spent most of the day at a Guitar Hero tournament, which took place at my local FYE Games. I was the only girl who competed, but I did manage to make it to the 3rd of 5 rounds, so not half-bad, considering my hands were shaking from anxiety part of the time. :D There were 23 people there, methinks, and it was narrowed down to 12 by the 3rd round. I didn't make top 6, but I still did better than I expected; I did snag a free movie pass, a coupon for reserving a game for free, some band stickers/press cards, a bonus DVD, and a snazzy case for it all. Not bad, not bad. :D
In other news, woahmg @ electric bill. I'm considering lighting a bunch of candles around here in lieu of having lights on all the time. I do what I can to make sure stuff is shut off when it's not being used..but sweet peaches, there's really no need for two TVs to be on when no one's watching them.. o_o;
Not much of an update, but eh. I don't feel like staring at any more screens today. x_x I'm gonna go see what I can still pack for the convention. Hope all is well with everyone reading this. :)
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[Tuesday
May 20th, 2008 at 7:06am] |
Ever just have this urge to really go places in life..?
I'd like to think of myself as more reserved and homesick than having the urge to travel, but in recent days, the desire to hit the road with nothing but a backpack of essentials is really growing on me. There's no real need for me to escape, that's not the motive; perhaps knowing that I'll be moving out to NJ at the end of the summer (August, sometime), the excitement associated with that (although it's a permanent move) is nudging me towards the idea of seeing more of the world. It's unlike me to have such a desire, but the more I'm reminded of my job and where I am, how much I still haven't seen..it makes me want to see more, you know? It's foolish to be satisfied with the thought of being able to view the world from behind a monitor.
Even from behind the counter at my job, I sometimes like to stand back and observe the people who walk by..and most of them don't look like they're very happy. Not that they have to be wearing a smile everywhere they go, but many of them get so upset and irate about the smallest, most materialistic things, which makes me believe we'd all be better off without the materials and technologies we have nowadays. We don't need all these things to be happy..just because we can have the latest computer and cell phone technology doesn't mean we should, doesn't mean it's any good for us. Heck, I think it's sometimes more harmful than good..we absorb ourselves in these things that we forget about the world, and what's really important in life. We forget about the earth and the people who were here long before us, who got by without all these gadgets and knew how to be happy and satisfied with life. Knowing that makes me want to not bother sorting through my possessions and throw most of them away prior to my move.
I know it's not easy for people to let go of the material things--growing up in the world we live in today, it's difficult to avoid the persuasion and influence of the media, among other things. And I know I have responsibilities that are more important than what I desire out of life..but I still can't help but wonder how much different the world would be if everyone just let go.
At least I have my Ping. *smiles* He and I celebrated our six-month anniversary on the 11th..I can't be more thankful for having him to remind me of what's important in life, always having him in my corner..it means the world to me, that we love each other. It feels good to be loyal to him , to look back on all our memories together. Even my co-workers have pointed out how happy I look when I'm walking around the store with him sometimes.
That happiness..is something I hope everyone can find someday.
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[Monday
May 5th, 2008 at 10:14pm] |
( Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms,
On Meadow-hills and dale,
As far as you can see.
Is it a mist, or clouds?
Fragrant in the morning sun.
Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms,
Flowers in full bloom.
Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms,
Across the Spring sky,
As far as you can see.
Is it a mist, or clouds?
Fragrant in the air.
Come now, come,
Let’s look, at last! )
Never have the words to describe such beauty been so distant from me. I hope these pictures are some indicator of the gorgeousness I was so very lucky to see on Sunday. Thank you again to Ping, who braved some awful traffic to get us there to the Sakura Matsuri festival, and to the higher power out there who blessed us with such a bright, sunny day. Words truly can't do justice the divine beauty of those gardens, or the feeling of awe that leaves me speechless whenever I think about those cherry blossom trees, petals gently drifting like snow..
I had a beautiful weekend. *smiles*
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[Saturday
May 3rd, 2008 at 10:22am] |
Typing while I'm in the bathroom of a hotel room I'm sharing with Ping for the weekend; he's at work right now and will be back in about an hour. I'm kinda at a loss of what else I should be doing besides napping; I can't nap because my stomach hurts due to eating White Castle burgers super-late last night :x Bad move, Ange! Ah well, they were tasty, what can I say. *doubles over*
So I'm in New Jersey for the weekend, yeah? I'm meeting his parents and brother at Applebee's today for lunch. I was fine before; why am I so nervous now..? I really should stop making such a big deal out of things. I guess I just want their approval and stuff. No, I don't want their stuff, just their approval. <<; After lunch, I'll be going with Ping to this bboying event at Rutgers..gotta make sure the camera takes good video, so I may just go test that out in a lil' bit.
Tomorrow we leave for Brooklyn, NY, for the Sakura Matsuri cherry blossom festival! :D I'm very excited. I've wanted to go to a cherry blossom festival for a very long time now; I'm glad I was able to get the weekend off from work to travel out here (much to my co-worker's dismay). Forecast predicts thundershowers for tomorrow, but it's rain or shine, so, awesome sauce. I can't wait to see the taiko drumming and go for a walk in the botanical gardens in the rain :D Despite the forecast, I'm sure I'll have a wealth of pictures.
What else is new? NOTHINGGGG~
Well, my friend Eric told me he's finally got some money stored away in a Paypal account, and he wants to commission me for a Zelda plaque :DDD I won't tell what I have in store for him yet, but I can bet you it'll be lovely. I just need to make sure that I finish detailing the plaques I'll be selling at ConnectiCon too, before I go doing any more commission work (this being my first). ConnectiCon is in less than three months! o__o I have 20-something plaques as of right now. I did want to bring about 30, but if I can't, I won't fret about it.
Work...is work. Can't say much more than that :x I'm being upped to 5 hours a day, which still isn't a lot, but hey, it's something. Drivers' school is on the horizon, with my tax refund yet to come in the mail, and it's looking like I'll be moved out of Connecticut by August. Not all the details have been worked out yet, but it's looking very promising. I just have to make sure I have all the paperwork I need, important documents, resume, etc. It won't take me long to get straightened out :)
Stomach's feeling better, so I think I'll go out into the living area and watch some TV before Ping gets back. I hope I'm not too quiet around his parents :x
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[Monday
April 7th, 2008 at 11:19pm] |
Hello folks. *bows low*
One of those Mondays. Stupid customers, bitching about paying for their chicken wings at customer service because I happened to be sitting down, giving myself a break because nobody gives me breaks and I'm lucky to sit down once during my shift to gnaw on a pretzel, returning to my register to check the receipt of someone I didn't know had already paid because he was too arrogant to approach me and ask to be rung up, instead sending a shitstorm my way when I asked to see his receipt and telling me I should clean the one table I sat at, when people are so quick to point out the tiny things they don't like and never the hard work I always invest into cleaning the bejesus out of everythingEEEEARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHI'MNOTYOURMAIDSOSHUTTHEFUCKUP D:<
...sorry. >>
In other news, I found out today that I got accepted to Rutgers.
I'm not going this year, though..I'm moving in with Ping at the end of the summer. We're getting an apartment together in New Jersey. Don't know where yet, however. The plan is to get residency there, and hopefully attend Rutgers in Fall of 2009. I'll be enrolling as a Marine Sciences/Marine Biology major. Isn't that exciting?!?
Yeah, I know I'm disappointing some people. Whateverrrrrr
*rocks from side to side boredly* Tax forms sent out, finally, so very happy, it wants its money soon, precioussss. Hoping to get into driving school by May, that'll mean I can probably get my license by the beginning of July.
Tasha's back, and I'm so very happy to see her again :D If you're reading this, I hope your teeth feel better soon D:
That's about all for now. I've been feeling off since I got home from work, maybe sleep and my nightly Ping/Angie phone call will help remedy things :D
I love him so very much <333333 5 months on Friday! Feels like it's been longer than that.
k, g2g.
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Happy Easter, everyone. ^-^ By popular demand (and by popular demand, I mean Tasha asked me to a while back, out of boredom), I'm updating my LJ, wa-wa-wee-wa. :3
I went to NYC with Ping and Justin on Friday 3/21, for the NY Auto Show and the Noodles/Pillows concert at the Blender theater in Gramercy; amazinnnnggggg O_O We almost didn't make the 8:50 train to Grand Central, but because we pretty much all sprinted there, we made it with a few minutes to spare. We met up with [Asian] Matt and Ty on the same train (though I was asleep for most of the time, after playing Wi-Fi Mario Kart DS with Ping and Justin); met up with Ron after getting in to the station. After walking for a bit, we hit up a small ramen shop in NYC for lunch; I ordered 3 rice balls and Ping had a huge bowl of ramen, out of which I was picking at bits of squid (mm, tentacles :D). Thankfully, it was pretty much empty when we got there, because it was absolutely packed when we were getting up to leave. x_x
If I remember correctly, Justin was in a hurry to leave with Matt to get his spot in line for the concert (he got there around 1:30, I think); outside of the shop and near a Jamba Juice, Ping and I said our goodbyes to Ron and Ty (but not before Ty admired some $10 cashmere scarves with Ping and did the hand jive with me), and then we were off to the auto show. HOLY CRAP SO MANY CARS :DDD Though I can't say I know much about cars yet, it was a really good experience, seeing so many different companies all under the same roof and getting to compare features and whatnot. We stopped by the Scion display (of course XD), picked up some swag, and Ping got surveyed for a free T-shirt and drawstring bag (the look on his face when he got the free stuff, oh god XDD). Got some really good pictures, also walked away from the Suzuki section with a free 1G flash drive (which happened to weigh like 5 pounds, poor USB port ;_;). I didn't sit in more than a couple cars, but the '08 Smart Fortwo and the Toyota Yaris stood out to me the most, I think. Well, appealed to me most, anyway. A lot of cars stood out to me.. *_*
Ping and I also stood in line for a Toyota photo booth (free picshurs, yes?); when we got in there, a voice in the booth said something like "Insert five dollars." Ping and I checked for a dollar bill slot, and alas, none. Shrugging, we adjusted the camera for our poses; we then heard, "Seriously, I want my five dollars." We looked at each other and laughed; after taking the first picture, we (for the most part) kept the same poses because there was no clear indication that the first picture was taken. After that, we heard the same voice through the speakers: "You guys keeping the same pose?" or something to that effect. We're still laughing at this point; after waiting for the picture to print, we hear the voice of a Toyota rep (who was hosting a live interactive show not far away) saying, "..and don't forget to visit the Toyota photobooth; there's even a surprise inside." Then, we hear one last time, the unknown voice inside the booth: "There's no surprise." Wide-eyed, Ping and I grab our picture and leave...CREEPY. I STILL WANNA KNOW WHO WAS WATCHING US DD:
Also, props to whoever decided to include two flat-screen TVs and Wii Sports to the bottom level of the auto show. Neither of us had any idea why they were there, but hey, way to keep people entertained anyway. X3
After the show, we went to CVS to pick up some earplugs for the concert (we ended up not using them) and some headache pills for Ping; I munched on one of my leftover onigiri while walking back to the Blender, to meet Justin and Matt--who indeed were some of the first people in line, XD. We were able to get there around 5/5:30-ish, so the line just barely turned the corner of a drugstore, but thankfully we got there when we did--the line grew ridiculously long x_x Ping, Matt, and I played Mario Kart for a while, and then Ping and I pretty much just chilled (more like FROZE, LOL), chatting and keeping each other warm. Ron came by to let us know Ty couldn't get a ticket, so he would be staying behind with her to help her with her Java homework in the meantime; immediately after, he yelled out to the people behind us, "So who doesn't have a Pillows ticket yet?" Some hands shot up, haha. I think he got about $30 for his ticket, IIRC.
7:00 came, doors opened, and people filed in. After being chided by the prick checking bags, we went downstairs to put our things in Coat Check, then went back upstairs and got seats. The layout of the theater was great--a good size stage,plenty of standing room (which eventually was packed, expectedly), and plenty of seats to accommodate those who didn't feel like getting pushed/shoved/elbowed/drenched in sweat (after having walked a lot, Ping and I both felt it would be best to sit this one out x_x). We met Jan, Sarah, and their art group there, as well as Desi (who I hadn't met before); Jan, Sarah, and Desi ended up taking balcony seats as well, not being able to see very well from where they stood. The room was sorta foggy, but visibility was still great from where we sat; good lighting effects and all that jazz :D The Noodles were up first, and had an amazing sound, though the energy down on the floor was nothing compared to when The Pillows came out (though, I'm sure most people came mostly to see the Pillows anyway). They performed a really good cover of "Ever Fallen in Love?" which I was pleased and surprised to hear (knew I recognized that song ^.^). The bassist (Ikuno), though most people I heard from thought she looked unenthusiastic, was cute; reminded me of a kokeshi doll..^^
When the Pillows came out, the crowd went NUTS. It was clear that they were pretty much the reason for such a packed theater ^_^;; Until about a month ago, I hadn't really listened to their music (Ping and Justin were the ones who turned me on to them, and Ping had gotten me a ticket to the concert as a 4-month anniversary present), but since then, I've been listening to quite a bit of it, so I was able to recognize a lot of their setlist right off the bat. They opened with "I Think I Can" and ended with "Hybrid Rainbow" (which, IMO, was bursting with so much energy and emotion, I was about to fly down to the floor and join the mob, XD); there were like 3 or 4 encore songs after that (the crowd was all "one more song!" at least twice)--at one point, Sawao picked up his guitar and said, "I'm really tired.." XDDD. A lot of the songs were off of FLCL, I later found out, because I've only watched one episode of the show; it's kinda nice to listen to a band's music outside of what it's been featured in, for a change, instead of the other way around. "Crazy Sunshine" was really good, as was "Ride On Shooting Star" (of course, everyone was jumping around to that one ^^); I especially liked "Little Busters" :DDD Overall, there was such a tremendous energy that seemed to echo off the stage, very contagious ^.^ I later found out that Justin got respect knuckles from Sawao, in addition to a bottle of water thrown his way (which I don't think he's opened yet, no surprise there ^^). I'm definitely looking forward to the next time they perform in NYC; I can easily see myself becoming a big fan of the band and their music :D (And next time, I will be on the floor, mark my words ^^)
Here's a link to some video footage of people outside the theater, waiting in line (I'm at the end of the video, on the left, with my back to the camera and the panda ears): http://youtube.com/watch?v=YYIkMjh23lw
The concert ended around 10:30/11 pm, my ears still buzzing from the noise; all of us (including 3 of Justin's new friends) took a shuttle and headed over to Yoshinoya in Times Square for some grub, and stayed until about 12:30 am, eating and playing Mario Kart (in which I was called out for winning too much XD). Ron and Ty showed up partway through, and sat next to Ping and I (while I was mooching off his beef bowl with my chopsticks :D); I was surprised that we had stayed there as long as we did, but eventually we headed out to the subway and exchanged our goodbyes. ;_; Justin, Ping, and I headed back to Grand Central and boarded the 1:12 to New Haven, drove back to Justin's and dropped him off, then drove back to my house around 3:45 am and...fell asleep around 4:10. XD
EPIC WEEKEND :DDDD I could go on and on, but I won't because I may have to get offline soon, and besides, I'm probably annoying the people on my friends' list by having such a long entry without a cut. XD
What else have I been up to? Not too much, really; Ping and I have been together for about 4 1/2 months and are anticipating moving in together later this year; he's been driving here every weekend from New Jersey ever since the year began, and our time together has been indescribably wonderful. I've been keeping a memory box filled with ticket stubs and memorabilia of things we've done, and our relationship is just going so smoothly, it's hard to find words to do it justice. I still have the same job, but I may soon be going to driving school in Middletown (Middlebury? God, I can't remember), when I get my tax refund. Probably some time in April or May. I'm saving up for three anime conventions in the meantime--AnimeNEXT (registered already, going in June), ConnectiCon (I reserved a space in Artist Colony, so you better come see me if you're there, and buy my artwork :DDD), and Otakon. Very recently, I started getting into the hobby of Perler beading, and thus far have made some video game sprites out of those beads (you can Google it, it's really cool and easy to do), which I'll also probably be selling at my table.
Shameless plug tiemz: http://www.dekupyro.deviantart.com
The release of Smash Bros. Brawl was pretty much amazing, and I've taken the reins again as Kirby, after having forgotten about him in Melee; I attended Justin's Smash party on the release date (went to FYE Games at midnight to pick up my copy), and brought a Falcon Cake with me. Took 3rd place overall in the tournament. You can find the cake article here (it was featured in Wii Fanboy!): http://www.nintendowiifanboy.com/2008/03/11/falcon-cake-goes-great-with-a-little-falcon-punch/
This has been a rather large update, ne? I think I'll end it here for today, get some other things done around here. Overall, life's been good to me so far this year; I hope you guys have been doing okay as well. :)
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Ever since the ski trip and Ping's 5-day stay with me have ended, life has been particularly ronery here. Same for him..long-distance relationships are tough :/ But we love each other very much, and I know in my heart he's worth every ounce of longing I have for him..
He went out to Long Island yesterday to visit his friend Ben, who he hadn't seen in about a year or so. His plan was to spend the day there and go back home today. I woke up at 10 this morning, ate breakfast, sat at my laptop for a bit, and brainstormed some ideas for a plaque I was going to start painting. It's been about the same, for the past few days. In a sense, very mundane, kinda routine.
So Ping calls at around 11. He says he's driving, and on his way home to New Jersey from Ben's house. We talked for a while, and the subject of weather comes up. It's pretty overcast at this point. He asks what I'm up to, and I say I'm just looking out my window into the backyard, though my vision's really limited (plastic covering the windows). I hear a crow in the background while he's talking, and he tells me I should go outside and look at the sky. Still a bit tired and ready to crawl back into bed, I comply and walk into the kitchen, without my glasses on. I glance over at the kitchen window and nearly drop my phone. There sits his Scion in the driveway; I stumble out into the cold, wearing a t-shirt, PJ's, and socks, and find him standing against my dad's truck.
He was only here for about 4 hours today, but I couldn't have been happier, or more surprised. (I had work at 3, and after that, he decided to get headed home.) It was just so nice holding him in my arms again, even if it's only been since Tuesday that he left. I'll spare the details (because they're saved to my computer..XD), but we just had such a nice time enjoying each other's company during the time we had. He'll be coming back this weekend, since I have Saturday off (he promised he would); I reckon we'll probably go rollerblading (even if I am afraid of falling on my arse in front of a bunch of people again ^_^;;), maybe bowling. We'll see what happens.
It just surprised the crap out of me that he showed up so spontaneously today, for such a short period of time. I had daydreamed about the concept a day or two ago, on top of that, so when he showed up today, a small part of me still felt like it was unreal, like I was still a part of that daydream.
Just nnnghhh. So happeh. ;__;
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